AyaneShiranui

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he Got so sick of crying So just lately When I catch myself I do a 180° I stay up clean the house At least I'm not drinking Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content That everyone gets Just disappears soon as the sun sets This face in my dreams seizes my guts He floods me with dread Soaked in soul He swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him Moon spilling in And I wake up alone If I was my heart I'd rather be restless The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless This a

I don't care If your beautiful lips Exist out there Because I'm wonderless Why the best can't make it in Hollywood No more It's like a long drag taken Before the smoke hits the white sky Like the birds at night And it's fake just like the movies Oh yeah And I can't wait Just to see you again And your two faces are locked on mine Had the worst time chasing the thought away No hope Oh no home Because maybe I'm a fake Maybe you're to blame Maybe I'm a star Stumbling drunk light My mistakes I've made won't leave me alone Oh no And if you don't find me on the front page Find a way to say that you saw me And if you don't fi

I believe… When you are not with me there are no stars in the sky. I believe… The way back to you will feel a little far. I'll carry all those memories deep inside me. I'll feel pain, it'll make tears fall. When I won't cry you will leave me With no change and no tears. Someday again the tears will come around You know it I'll believe that you are waiting. I do it for you. I believe… It'll hurt me to see, you can't cry. I believe… My tears will fall, you should turn back to me again. Again I'll glimpse you come into my sight And it'll make my tears fall. When I won't cry you will leave me With no change and